Journal Entry Nov 2020 - About 'Maybe We Should Talk'

When I showed Yay the installation as it is now, we spoke about what I wanted to convey: the complex combination of relief (because of the validation) and weight (because of the realisation). She said, it doesn't look happy/relieved at all.
She was right.
I guess over time, as I was working on the installation, the initial relief that I had felt, disappeared slowly and was replaced by the weight of realization more and more. I didn't even notice, but the party got bleaker and heavier over time.